Ever wondered what love really is,,,if we acctually can feel or see it,, if what we are experiancing isnt really love but something else.....i wonder what im feeling when hes around,,,,when his blue eyes peer into mine,,, i know i see the water,, i know i can see him,,a part of him that he wont let others see.. a part he thought i didnt even see... i dont think he understands the power i have,,,the light that runs through me..i know the beast is still in side me,,but ive learned to ignore her, learn to kill her slowly. he doesnt relize that i could kill her for him...he doesnt belive that he has a future,,which i find funny becuaes every day i prove to him he does...every day i prove that hes my one....but yet he still thinks hes going to lose me....i really thought i was the only one who felt that way,,i thought i was the only one to make that convinceing conviction. but no hes so much like me,,,his feeling suffer like mine do and he tries to prove himself all the time,,, and all for just a few seconds of reality.......